And while I’m away
Dust out the demons inside
And it won’t be long before you and me run
To the place in our hearts where we hide
– Elton John
I am pissed, I hate being idle. It allows me too much time alone in my head to second guess myself and feel like I have failed.
I am tired about getting excited for opportunities and hoping they will work out. Just to hurry up and wait and hear nothing. And frankly, I have figured out that hope is not a life changing strategy.
I am frustrated about having to put myself out there. I have to be on to get up for these calls that go nowhere.
I have made due but I am just exhausted from settling to be “good, but…”.
– The Girl