The Pity Party

And while I’m away
Dust out the demons inside
And it won’t be long before you and me run
To the place in our hearts where we hide

– Elton John

I am pissed, I hate being idle. It allows me too much time alone in my head to second guess myself and feel like I have failed.

I am tired about getting excited for opportunities and hoping they will work out. Just to hurry up and wait and hear nothing. And frankly, I have figured out that hope is not a life changing strategy.

I am frustrated about having to put myself out there. I have to be on to get up for these calls that go nowhere.

I have made due but I am just exhausted from settling to be “good, but…”.

– The Girl